having twins is the most difficult and the most smiling "profession". i insist on profession, because this kind of work takes all of yur time and emotions, and mind, and feelings, and EVERYTHING!
SOMETIMES i think i'm going crazy, but the next moment i think i'm the happiest mother in the world...
the strange thing is, thta motherhood as a whole has its
moments. it doesn't matter how many kids do u have - u are always going to be happy one time or crazy, depressed nervous other times...
so, u have to find your own way and try to find ALLLLLL the good things in your motherhood.
the fact that u're not in your country maybe makes things more difficult, but - u have a whole FAMILY HERE
, so this is the most important thing.
so - derzai!!! /means in english BE BOLD! COURAGE!/
IF U NEED anything, or if u have any questions - we are here and , be;lieve me, we can help.
i am also new here in the forum, but for two months i found so much info, and so many interesting people, u can't imagine!
s and kisses