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247 pages, Paperback
First published October 26, 2015
I slide my hand down the rail to cover hers. It was a simple gesture, but it was easily the greatest decision I’d ever made. That one touch destroyed a wall. I wasn't even sure whose wall it had been to begin with- her’s or mine. But I would have spent my entire life tearing it down if I could have only predicted what was on the other side.
“I need-”
“Me. You need me.”
I only knew because I needed her.
In that moment, the perpetual free fall was no match for the way he made me feel. I was still falling at unstoppable speeds- only, in his arms, as his body claimed me without a single word spoken, I was suddenly falling… up.
I wanted to jump. He made me fall... As a celebrity, I lived in the public eye, but somewhere along the way, I’d lost myself in the spotlight. Until he found me.
Sam Rivers was a gorgeous, tattooed stranger who saved my life with nothing more than a simple conversation.
But we were both standing on that bridge for a reason the night we met. The secrets of our pasts brought us together—and then tore us apart.
Could we find a reason to hold on as life constantly pulled us down? Or maybe there’s only one direction to go when two people fall in love at rock bottom—up.
Palming each side of her face, I dropped my forehead to hers. “I’m going to make things awkward. It’s kinda what I do. Just bear with me.”
She licked her lips, and I was forced to kiss her again. When I finally came back up for air, I continued.
“My name is Samuel Nathan Rivers. I’m twenty-seven. Aquarius. No criminal history. I have a clean bill of health. I’m a democrat, but for God’s sake, do not tell my mom. I own a furniture shop and clear six figures a year. I’m not interested in your money. I’ll show you my tax return if need be. I’m also not a super-fan interested in your fame. But, for the love of all that’s holy, I need you to come home with me.”
Henry groaned, finally dragging his eyes off Sam. “This is so not fair. Why would you flaunt this fine specimen of a straight man in front of my and not even let me nibble. Do you not love me at all?” He pouts.
“No one is nibbling anything,” Sam quickly added.
Henry winked. “Yet.”
Sam stepped away and dug into his pocket. ���Jesus, I need a cigarette.”
My breath caught in my chest. God, he was gorgeous.
I cupped his strong jaw. “There must be a million women throwing themselves at you. How are you not married with a boatload of kids by now?”
His smile spread impossibly wide. “I hadn’t met you yet.”
I kissed her hair and whispered, “There isn’t a woman in the world who doesn’t have demons of some sort… it’s always going to be a struggle.” I kissed her hair again, letting it linger as if my lips were able to transfer the truth of my words. “Levee, I’d like to struggle with you.”
… She laughed then leaned her head back to my shoulder. “Sam, you have no idea what you’re getting into.”
“No one ever does. It’s the beauty of taking risks.”
”There isn't a woman in the world who doesn't have demons of some sort. No matter who I end up with, it's always going to be a struggle. Levee, I'd like to struggle with you.”
”That bitch! I’m gonna put a hit out on her!”
„Okay, hold on there, Tony Soprano. No one’s putting a hit on anyone. Let it go.”
„I can’t let that go!”
„Okay, then don’t. But can you open your legs so I can eat your pussy while you mentally defend my honor? ”
My career was soaring while, personally, I was plummeting. Every single day felt like a terrifying free fall in no particular direction. I was stuck in the middle with no way up- or down.
Have you considered that maybe I'm the one who's in over her head here?"
"Excellent point. I'm going to need you to try really hard to keep it together, Levee. You haven't even seen my six-pack and huge cock, yet."
"You brought beer and chicken?"
This is so not fair. Why would you flaunt this fine specimen of a straight man in front of me and not even let me nibble. Do you not love me at all?" He pouted.
"No one is nibbling anything," Sam quickly added.
Henry winked. "Yet."
"Jesus, I need a cigarette."
"Oh, me too. Let's go outside," Henry agreed...
"Don't you dare! First of all, you don't smoke. Second of all, Sam is completely off-limits to you."
"You're so selfish," he whined...."Maybe if you quit your bitching, we could watch him walk away together. His ass is insane."
"I'd like to struggle with you."
"I hardly know you, but I want to keep you."
My life was fine. My job was fine.
My house was fine. My love life was fine.
My friends were fine. God, I was sick of fucking fine,
I needed something-anything-to be great.
"You haven't even seen my six-pack and huge cock, yet."
"You brought beer and chicken?"
I'm gonna put a hit out on her!
Okay, hold on there, Tony Soprano.
No one's putting a hit on anyone. I paused.
Just to be clear, you don't have those kind of connections, right?
No, but I have money! I'm sure I can buy some connections,
she answered in all seriousness.
But I had to fall yeah
To rise above it all..►♫
I'm grateful for the wrong ones
Made me appreciate the right ones..►♫
Are you crazy? I'm not going inside my stalker's house alone.
He cocked his head to the side.
Should you ever really go in your stalker's house at all?
I arched an eyebrow, incredulous.
Who the fuck are you? Christian Grey?
He curled his lip in disgust.
Who the fuck are you? A post menopausal woman?
Why do you know anything about Christian Grey?
I have crabs!
I didn't want to tell you, but since we had sex,
it's only a matter of time before those critters get you too.
Fuck, I've missed you.
“Take me home and let me struggle with you.”
“Once upon a time...I fell in love with Spiderman. #TrueStory”
"I had it all, and I dreamed about losing it all-more often than I would ever admit, even to myself.".
“I’m not perfect, and I’d like to pretend you aren’t, either.”
“This is so not fair. Why would you flaunt this fine specimen of a straight man in front of me and not even let me nibble. Do you not love me at all?”
“From the moment I first met you, you made the world lighter.”